Have I forgotten anything?

Off on holiday tomorrow at silly o'clock.

• Shedloads of organisation done? Check
• Lists made? Many
• Work deadlines met? Check
• Clothes packed? Check
• Books selected? Check
• Not-clothes packed? Mostly
• Car cleared out? Check
• Washing up done? Check
• Cat feeders arranged? Check
• Thinks: what have I forgotten?

I hate the immediate run-up to holidays. Rationally, I'm well aware that anything I've forgotten can be done without or got when I'm there; I know that I really have done a lot of organising, that it will all probably be fine, that if it's not all fine it will be because of circumstances beyond my control, and it'll still be basically fine in the long run anyway. I know this, but still, I sleep badly, and have dreams of everything going wrong in new and inventive ways.

But unless circumstances beyond my control intervene, this time tomorrow I'll be there, and everything will be fine.