Unhappy

I'm generally not unhappy, but I've just noticed that out of my three existing entries, two are unhappy in some way. I'm basically happy, which is perhaps why I write when I'm not. It's a way of getting my unhappiness straight in my head.

So this entry is a sort of unhappiness, too. I'm procrastinating, one of my favourite hobbies. I have an exam on Tuesday, and I've cancelled something rather important I'm supposed to be doing today, in order to work on the preparation for the exam. It's something I find difficult, although I'm usually good at exams, and it's not something that especially interests me at the moment, so I find it hard to concentrate. So I'm writing this instead. It's only a momentary diversion. Once this window is closed, all the remaining ones (apart from the one playing music) relate to my work, and I'll go back to working. But I'm easily bored and have a short attention span, and my desk is right next to a window looking out onto our garden, and those of our neighbours, and it's a rather diverting sight. Especially with the various neighbourhood cats wandering around on business of their own.

Enough.

Lying

I'm writing this journal for myself. No one knows my user name, I haven't listed any interests, and I haven't added anyone to my friends list. No one reads this except me, and I'm lying to it.

That thing about all the windows being work was a lie. They're not. I had another LJ window open in which I was playing with colours and stuff, and another with hex codes, to help with that. I've closed them now, but look, here I am, still writing in my LJ.

Do some work!

Argh

This is so boring. Plus I can't resist the temptation to have several windows open at once - I can look at one site while another downloads. So that, coupled with the fact that I'm also downloading Mozilla (got fed up with the many pop-ups from the news sites I'm looking at), means that nothing ever finishes downloading.

And here I am again. I need to develop more patience. And get bored less easily. Humph. Back to it.